I want many things which I do not actually have the time or effort to write or do.
I want a multifandom cosmic horror game, with steampunk and mythology thrown in.
I want a ridiculously overwrought multichapter Jet/Zuko/Katara triangle/threesome fic of torrid romance and epic destiny--written by someone who does not hate the canon pairings and is not out to prove how their fic can Do It Better.
I want a mecha series where the girls actually get to pilot mecha and kick ass and are not later reduced to refrigerator filling or hilariously pointless love interests.
I want something with an epic, beautiful, intense OTP that steals my heart, even while the characters spend more time going on adventures than fretting over romance.
I want the third Takeshi Kovacs book to not be the last, but it is, and that is why I have to RP him.
I want to get back into RPing in general.
I don't know. Maybe I'll have more energy after Otakon. One can only hope.